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support site and some of my life

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hi first of all, i made a support site which has sections on abuse. http://selfhelp.yuku.com

i wrote this poem because it shows how i feel
Overrun by powerful emotions
Trapped at a dead end
Only way out is to conquer the dreaded emotion
It's like a shadow so dark and menacing
I avoid it at all times

The shadow follows me wherever I go
Never relenting
Becoming more powerful as its quest progresses
The more I avoid it the stronger it becomes



Never letting me forget
Never giving me a moments peace
No matter how hard I try to repress what I'm feeling
Its always there
Growing stronger as each moment passes


Days go by
I get better at hiding behind a mask
Pretending to be normal
Soon the days give in to weeks
And the weeks surrender to months
Slowly my mask becomes reality
And I forget about the shadow lurking inside
Until one day
When the shadow takes over
Exploding
Leaving me defenseless to its power
Left to fend myself in the wake of destruction
powerless



i have an abusive past and i just want to over come what happened to me but its hard because i have multiple epersonality disorder now and ptsd along with depression and cutting tendencies. idk what to do anymore and i hope that people sign up for my site cause helping others helps me.
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